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have u ever noticed that when typing a heart in an email, or on FB, if you hold down the SHIFT key too long it ends up looking like a cock with a bush?
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terribly busy weekend, soccer turni..
but i had funnn at Loulou's house with Katie and Monica watching HIGHlarious youtube videos :P
they are truly the best thing that ever happened. :)
shout out to Ray Johnson, =3 fantabulous :)

so new week, school starts soon, the grd 9's get their orientashun thingy on the 1st and we all start on the 7th, which is my friend from London, Hailey's birthday, so shout out to her aswell :)

also, news, im back with Mike.
i know, i know, but Brandon has a girlfriend and he didnt bother to tell me until like, yesterday and i was super pissed and said somethings i shouldnt have  and now we'll all just have a swell time.
Mike forgives me, because he is fantabulous, of course.
even tho i might not have thought that before..
he came thru for me which counts a lot in my books.
he was there when i needed him.
always there :D (L) <3

Niagara

on a happier note than i left you all last time,
today i went to Niagara Falls with my cousins from London!! :D
it was fab to see them all again, all 7 of them ;)
and from both sides of my parents sides, even tho my dad didnt go.
They are, in age,
Nina-2 moms side
Robert and Norman(twins)-5 moms side
Julia- 6 dads side
Catherine- 9 moms side
Fergus- 13 dads side
Heath- 16 dads side.
let me say now that Heath is adopted, so no blood connection whatsoever, but boy am i happy about that ;)
he is soooo fitttt
:P :L :D
smiley's that i love
people that i love
a fab day that i loved :)

ps. so Brandon is doing good know what i mean? ;)
but Mike has also come back for some reason and is talking to all my friends and his friends and they all say he wants us to hook up again before school.. :S any ideas???

thank you for my family

today was my dead sisters anniversary.
she'd be 11.
we watched movies all day and i didnt get dressed until 7:30 when we ate dinner.
its hard on my parents even tho they're split up.
i think they split up because of her.
in some ways i blame her for it.
this year was a bit easier.
i didnt cry although i havent cried for a while.
my heart seems to beat faster and faster till i think i might explode.
my hands shake, and my head hurts.
i think about how we are today and love that we are all sitting in our living room talking.
just talking.
no laughing.
no yelling.
no fighting.
just talking.
and it was wonderful.

NEW OBSESSION! hehe HP :)

okay so ive got an idea. once school comes up again i'll be less likely to write so frequently on my blog, so  i've decided to do sumthng.
once a week i will have a mandatory obsession.
*cheering*
i guess this week's is Russell Howard, but I have sooooo many others !!
So im doing another one, of course :)

this one is HARRY POTTER!!!
i <3 (L) harry potter soooo frekin much i am such a spazz.
i own the first 3 movies, so i asked mum to rent the last 3 and i was dancing and jumping on the furniture and singing and such, (true story)
i was a spazoid :P
again, i love harry potter with all my heart.
im reading the seventh one now even tho i only read the first (when i was 8) bcuz my friendypoo told me tooo.
i know i know, if ur friend told you to jump off a bridge would u do it?
well of course not u bloody fool, its a book not a bridge.

anyways... some pics and a link of HARRY POTTER (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

http://harrypotter.warnerbros.com/harrypotterandthedeathlyhallows/

the cast of awesomee Harry Potter :) *Spoiler Alert!* these are the couples at the end of the book! Ron and Hermione, and Ginny and Harry! :D QT'S!!!

So i went over board on the pics oh well! who the bloody well cares? not me ;)

1 weekaversary!

its been 1 week since i started this blog ;)
already ive made 10 posts.. im obsessed.. :D
is that sad? this is my 11 post.. :)
hehe i dont care, obsession :)

it was all i could do.. >:(

i was reading a book this morning and it said "it was all i could do not to roll my eyes"
what the feck??
what does 'it' mean??
what did u do??
'it' is not a verb!!!!!!!
feck i hate this expression!
ugh it pisses me off so much.
>:(  D:<
feck arse bum bum arse merde sacre bleu merde

Russell Howard awesomenisity comedian (L)

okay so there is the supa dupa fit handsome funnnny bloke named Russell Howard and i would jump his bones if i could sadly im underaged.. :(
anyways il add a pic and a link and you will see how fabbity fab he is deffo! :) he is obvy great lookin and he is soooo HIGHlarious i almost peed myself laughing :P
c 4 urself! :D

http://www.russell-howard.co.uk/

ahwww ;)fittt (L)

(L)he is sooo fitt he has penis hips :POMG I LAAVV HIM

Apologies, and good news!

so, now that im in my happy place, id like to apologize 4 sum stupidio things ive done.
im sorry to monica and loulou and katie and everyone else i let down.
turns out they ARE real friends not the little bitches silly girls i thought they were. (L) <3
*hugs*
you r my besties of all time and i thank you.
i dont apologize to mike as he is a dirty boi hoar who doesnt know anything.
;) but *hugs* to im too as i would not be so happy now if it werent for his wise words of wisdom "we need some time apart" or whatever the hell he said.

on a much more exciting note,
I HAVE A FOLLOWER!!!!
so now that i got that out,
id like to give a shout out to caelum nn for generously making me feel like im not talking to a brick wall the emptiness of cyber space.
:D (L) <3
thx caelum nn!!
:) we shall become great friends on our journey through cyber space
*hugs and kisses*
well thats all for now i guess <3 s'l8r!

too early?

is this too early to get over a break-up?
is it too early to have met someone else?
bcos im dying to come back to life on my blog and for real.
bcos i am over the break-up and i have met someone else.
someone who understands me, and listens when i talk and doesnt only want to snog
im happy!
even tho we're not dating yet and we havent snogged yet,
im excited about the future!
it is bright and full of snognosity

still no followers..
but im sure my charm will attract people.
please tell your friends tell your siblings tell your parents!

so remember to add three hours to whenever i post cos thats my time, where i am now :)

so his name is brandon and he's super fit and i think i like him a lot :) (L)
he has darkish kightish hair that has the swoop that all the celebs have now,
like justin and zac and fabulous people like that
ooo im happy again!! :)

Luv you all (L) <3 :D

ugh

so im tired and sad and im sorry to anyone i hurt at all, tho u dont even know i have a blog so u wont be reading this but it makes me fell better to say it or typpe it whatever i disnt know what i was doing and know im hung over and listening to the song dancing with tears in my eyes by ke$ha cos thats what represents my life.
hopes ill write soon but cant guarantee.
oh and my phones off so if anyone i know is reading my blog tell my friends (is that what they still r?) that im not answering calls/txts/anything else

goodnite
goodbye

BF madness!

i dont know if this thing should have a moral..
i mean, a lot of the blogs r like deep shit and i dont want mine to be like that..

anyways
getting away from morals and closer to real life.

my BF (mark) *snogging* is fabulous
but the other day he said sumthg that kinda disturbed me..
and im a pretty tough lady.
or girl, im not really a lady. i watched the butterfly effect without 1 nitemare
impressive? i think so. (go me)
but back to what he said.
he said that maybe we should c about taking sum time off.
excuse me?
who even says that anymore?
taking some time off my arse!
if u want to break up then say it!
dont hide behind sum styupid line u probably got from the internet.
say, "im breaking up with u"
and then there r no questions about
how long r we taking time?
will we get back together?
when will we get back together?
what did he mean by it?
was he serious?
was he delusional?

im a mess.
going to bobo land now
bye

profile design

anyone out there know how to design a profile??
im trying to make my prof look as preee as my blog
i might figure it out tho.. who knows??
not me fo sho

oh ! and add 3 hours to whenever i post my blogs
cos thats when im actually posting them, my time.

timing

for some reasons these posts r sayin that i posted them at 1:20..
this is not true.
i am postin this at 4:24

hum hum bum bum day 2!

so i have survived yet another day in my famjam of terror
my rentals r split but for sum reason decide to occasionally sleep 2gether?
specifically this morning i awoke to see my dad whose been moved out for 3 months sitting at our breakfast table.. umm..
i was confused to say the least.
my mother said that he came by to c me and was wondering how i was doin
sure mum.. dad always comes by at 10 am in a house coat that u forgot and left here !
i just hope they use protection seeing as my mum is only 35..
if u have advice for a troubled teen in this area, lemme know

and apparently i'm supposed to have some kind of story on this blog thing of mine
*checks random blog*
i mean, how am i supposed to even HAVE a life?
im 15 and what, no car, no ID, no life

but i hope my friends
*looks at 0 followers*
will help me overcome the challenges of mid teen crisis my day to day life

new blog (!!!) *hugs blog*

soooo first blog!
this is what blogging looks like..
interesting..
so i guess intros r in order
im emily, or emmy, or em
whatever u wanna call me :P
i grew up in London, England but moved to canada when i was 13
yes, the accent is still here ;)
IM SO EXCITED OMG CALM URSELF!
ive never had a blog before this is so vair vair exciting
hello to the  blogging world!!!
*hugs blog fwiends*
so im 15 and about to start grade 10 yoopie!
kive got loads of friends (go me) (!) and i love pretty much anything..
drug stores pyjamas superman *cough*boys*cough* and short forms for things, or weird spellings
so if the shorts r pissing u off lemme no & i willll remuv them
aha lolz just gettin rid of the proper writing peeps :P
so yeah, figuring it out no what i mean?? :D
i will hopes write tmrw (!!)